Come and Gone… April 16, 2009

Today…
Is Jessi’s departure to Sydney, Australia for UNSW… A good friend… Quirky, funny and who’s in love w PCD…

History of knowing her:
During training during June last year, She came and wanted to borrow a soccer ball to kick around. The whole team saw that she can kick and say her potential. So she was Jas buddy classmate and talked to her to join our team but she hesitate. Next up was Coach Adrian who talked to her till she agreeded… Don’t ask me how he did it… Yeah and so she played with us for our 2nd POL-ITE last year in November. Having her in the team is like WOah!!! Played well and always make us laugh with her PCD and girlish moves… hahax… *I’m Laughing infront of the comp as I’m typing this*

For the past week, the team has been spending more time with her before she departs…
And I found that I don’t really know her till the last moments…
Found that there are more to things then what it seems…
Felt quite disappointed that I didn’t make an effort to get to know her well…

My bad habit which is having loads of friends but don’t know how to keep it…

LESSON LEARNED:
Never miss out a moment in life with your friends and family…
Getting to know them and learn about them makes a major difference in the friendship/relationship…

A simple gesture of hugging, handshakes and giving lil notes does make alot of difference which I learned to appreciate over the years in Guiding and Soccer:) Thank you…

Talking about that…
Dinner tonight was great with Grandma and Mommy there with me: ) We went to Jack’s Place at United Square which was nice and cosy place…. Good place to chill out… This time another 2 more colleague of mine join in the celebrations because MOMMY got a promotion… Nice one lar Mommy! (the celebration was held back for 3 weeks. Finally!)

Feelings that rekindle April 15, 2009

Don’t know why… But I’m having again e same feeling which I felt before last year Feb…

Don’t know if I should acknowledge it…
Not sure if its e right feeling…
Guess still have 2nd thinking…
And I’m not gonna act compulsively again…

Take a deep breath, Hawa…
Release all e heavy thoughts and feelings…
Start thinking again…
Think properly this time…

Sometimes, my heart is just too weak at making gut-feeling-decision…
I need to learn how to feel again…
Can’t let it take over me:(
AGAIN…

“Your little imperfections are perfect to me”

Look Behind Your Eyes April 13, 2009

Didn’t expect this to be so thought provoking…

Thnx Val:)

Oh ya… Try this game : fun with karaoke My friends are like addicted to this… You need a MIC to play this game though:) Have FUN!

Dawn till Night April 9, 2009

what a day:)
Did this after a very long long long time…
N I lurve it:)

Started the day with Serangoon SeC Speech Day in wee hrs in the morning…
Didn’t really know the purpose of me being there except 4 meeting up with Ms F znd Ms K and MY WONDERFUL and IRRITATING Guides:))
My ultimate was to jus have fun fun fun which I did…
N Val said tat I was nagging like an auntie when I was just explaining to my Guides…
Anyway she had this new thick frame specs that I commented that she looked fierce like a teacher… LMAO:)
Was proud of my Guides for doing an exceptional job especially my sec 1s…

Day continued with Val and me meeting Yus at Tampines 1, the next “in” shopping mall…
At the same time was suppose to me Fafa, Jess and Szy there too…
Well, Fa can’t make it, Jess can only meet us after 7pm… And Szy was like smsing me saying I meet you at the mall because she was too excited to see the new mall…

Had to leave Val and Yus to accompany her… Feel quite bad for leaving them… Oh well, and I talked and walked with Szy and covered almost every inch of it… We even thought of buying party stuffs for Jess to celebrate her farewell… Craziee sia she but fun lar…
In the end, had to meet Val and Yus back at TM, Pastamania to get my Bubble Tea back… End up Szy and me eating there too instead of Long John Silver… Not bad they could talk well:) Because normally different group of friends just can’t gel…

After Val and Yus left, both us still had 2hrs to kill…
And so Szy wanna get her lappy from home… So we walked 2 her house… She cleverly left her bag and brought along her lappy, $30 and her credit card…
Guess what!!! She forgot to bring her EZ-LINK CARD!!! So we had to walk back to TM again:) She was asking bout the difference of pull and tear when I heard Poodle and Pear… WTH!!! So was explaining that to her all the way back…

This time sat in Starbucks and surfed the WWW…
We did changes 2 our SP SOCCER blog (she did most of the work)…

Finally, our PCD lady came with a smiley face… Late ah!!!
So we walked Tamp 1 again… Then we went to get dog food for Jessi’s…
As promised, she gave a desert treat to both Szy and me:) and we talked till quite late…

Moved to Mac and continued talking till 4am… Soccer, our team and our lifes was what we talked about mostly… Quite disheartened that Jess will be overseas doing her degree related to Chemical Engineering… That was a long hang out man… And I guess we enjoyed each other company…
Szy took a taxi home and so Jess and me walked home…

PS: I was like keep peeing and FARTing alot in Mac… Phewww what a relieve:)))

Driving April 8, 2009

BEGGED JESSI to let me drive her dad’s car:))))
She was like seriously you wanna drive… I was like laughing grinning so widely…

Was on the way sending Szy to hr hm… And I was so damn excited, can’t wait to put my hands on the steering wheel…

Szy got out of the car, don’t wanna be part of this madness and kept laughing only…

Me and Jess switched seats… She was like giving me step by step guides… Jammed break a few times… She made me so Gan Chiong alright…

This is what I’ve completed in a night:
1. Drove
2. Break
3. Steered
4. Reverse
5. 3 Point Turn
6. Made another Driver Pissed off
7. Drove up a slope

Quite happy with what I’ve accomplished:)) Thanks Jessi eventhough it made you shit your pants!!! ROFL…

suppose 2 be happy April 7, 2009

Women Challenge Cup
Had a game on last Saturday…
Singapore Polytechnic vs Young Women at JALAN BESAR STADIUM…
O-8… Damn disappointed ah but life has to go on…
Coach says that we need to buck up on our mental n fitness to be better at this beautiful game…

Kind of pissed off that we keep having nil scores at every game we played…
But with the spirit of the team still high, we kept fighting on…
Both Coach Ramesh n Kev was like giving me thumbs up when I tackled no 10 girl which my mates said that I irritated her through out the game:) Btw I was still standing tall when tackled her!!!

Fafa was giving black face all the way till Simpang Bedok…
And our dear Ms Lee Sze Yee had leg cramps n was sub in in e 10 mins of the game…
Felt so helpless that I cant do anything:(

Had dinner at Simpang Bedok with Fafa, Nurul, Nadia, Szy, Sheena, Fion and Jessica… Ordered too much!!! Impulsive Order…
Watched Arsenal vs Fulham… Of course my Gunners won 2-0 n it surprise me that Adebayor scored both…

Sheena, Jessi and Fion went hm… Fa, Nurul, Nad and Szy decided to return to my place (which was in a huge mess!!!) and watched LVP vs A.Villa… Szy was limping all the way… Ms Limping Crippled Lady:)

When the rest was asleep, me and Fa was talking all the way till wee hrs… Talked bout everything lar… Its great when there’s some1 you can talk to… Anyways, Fa is my buddy from Primary school:) Met once again in Poly…

GOD is really great!!!