Taurus Baby August 9, 2008

Up to you wat you wanna believe…
Part of it is true, others not…
Up to you to judge it…

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High

Pubbing Dae!!! August 9, 2008

Yesterday…
Started quite a Good day…
went to the office to clear my stuffs to another table as a new Trainer will coming in next week when I’m away for National Camp….

Rushed back home to change and go to my Cousin’s house to help with her solemnizing ceremony later in the afternoon…
The day was filled with calls from office as there were some Mis-comm here and dere…

Mrs Teo who is supposedly sick and warded, msged me and it sounded like she was repremanding me as I was suppose to attend meeting @ KC…
But I set my priorities right which is family comes first…
& she feels like I’m giving excuses and feels tat I’m leaving everything to her daughter (who is not even going for the In’tl Camp) to do all the hardwork…
I just stopped msging her after tat cos I do not want my rage to take-over me…

The day continues with me “Rewang”-ing since morning…
Carrying stuffs, wiping stuffs, making “Bunga Rampai” and run everywhere…
But what got me really jumped up was msging S…
That was the only thing that made me smiled always…

Was pestering S to come for the team dinner later…
But S insisted wanna watch the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony…
I was like ”’…
My pestering really didn’t work at all…

I escaped the ceremony by hitch a ride from my bro…
Bathed.Changed.Went Out again…

Dinner was at Lau Pa Sat…
Coach Adrian, Shiela, Lai Ying, Gracey, Fafa, Mun Ling, Nadia, Jessica, Choy and me…
The place was filled with the Live band sound…
As usual Coach was always giving speeches… hahax…
Coach u noe tat we always lurve u…

Coach left us and we were all off for Pubbing…
Walked all the way to Clarke Quay to Fashion Bar (Mun Ling wanted to take the train dere. I was like, walking dere is faster than train)…
Cam-whoring all the way… Fun + Wild + Crazy = US!

***I was still msging S + updating S on wats going on***

Reached Fashion Bar and we were told tat can only enter at 1030…
While waiting… More cam-whoring….

In Fashion Bar…
More & more cam-whoring and we acted quite childishly tat made the waitress checked our IDs…
Lai Ying (Under-aged) & Jas went to the toilet…

The order of the night:

• Gracey & Jessica – Carslberg
• Sak – Fruit Punch
• Peiyu – Chocolate Matini
• Jas – Lychee Martini
• Choy & Nadia – Pussy
• Gina – Arizona (I tink it spelled tat way)
• March – Salted Somthing
• Lay Ying – Blue Lagoon
• Me – Long Island Iced Tea
• Gracey, Jas, Gina & March – Sex on the beach Shots

We went crazy playing truth or dare and arm wrestlings…

A drama happened last night…
With Fafa and Mun Ling…
ML is just using Fafa to get into the in crowd…
which is since when we have this in-crowd thingy…
We are jus a bunch of friends who lurves to keep each other company…

So it ended with fafa crying 2 times and got the answer from ML…
Felt happy for her but at the same time sad too…

***S was alr slping cos S didn’t reply my msgs***

Day ended with the rest slpin over @ Gracey’s…
And me… I got a lift from Jessica’s dad once again… So nice of him…

Will always lurve you guys man!!!
Had a great First Time Pubbing…

Pubbing but am not Drinking August 7, 2008

—===7th August===—

Going Pubbing this fri, 8 aug with my Bitches on the Pitch…
I think somewhere in Clarke Quay, at Fashion Bar I guess…
Hopefully, S is going and I’ll be smiling from ear to ear…

I’m still thinking on how to get out from my cousin’s solemnizing ceremony at her house in Lor Ah Soo…

My bro said that y cant’t you just sacrifice the time to attend the wedding which is once in a life time… I’m like caught in between… I can’t help it but to agree with My bro that he is always right… sometimes I think that his mind matures faster than mine…

FYI, since young, I don’t really like to attend weddings unless its my close relative… Cos of the meeting of the aunties who will find every opportunities to criticise you and wanting to match-make.. I feel like I’m being paraded infront of ‘em to be talked about and thinking what a nice to-be-daughter-in-law that girl can be…

Busy busy busy Schedule tomorrow…
8.30 am – 12.30pm > Working Half Day
1pm > Meet up with Dennis (Emo Guy) to pass my A Maths textbook
2pm > International Camp Meeting @ Mrs Teo’s house somewhere in the East Coast area
3pm > Rush to my cousin’s wedding
10 pm > Pubbing Time with my Bitches on the Pitch (If Can)

I don’t know how I am surviving in this tight schedule most of the time…
God help me…

Dissapointment August 7, 2008

—===6 August===—

Been waiting till yesterday, anxiously…
I always know my limit that I don’t mix my personal life and training together…
I always know…
I always know…

Poly 50 might have made S damn tired…
Straight after training S went to shower…
Usually we will hang out and talk crap or kick some balls…
But not yesterday…

Jas told me that next time I should try to bath early and then i can go home with S…
But that’s not the norm I always do…
I lurve my Bitches on the Pitch…
Always go wild and craziee with all of ‘em….
Play till late and then eat dinner 2gether-gether…

But I wanna walk you home too S…
Can’t you have patience to wait at least 5 mins more and we could have gone home together…
I feel so guilty as not to sent you home…
Thats my inner “child” is speaking…
As an ‘adult’, I should respect S’s decision that S wanna go home early and rest as S’s lessons starts super early the next day (I’m working too in the morning)…

I’ll try again and again to be by your side, S…

PS: FAFA tat gift is really a symbol of lurveeee that you gonna give to ML… hahax… i told you so…

FYI, I said something “awful” to coach!!! Cos he was saying he’s a well-balanced guy… so I went to say “Coach, your left breast is bigger than your right breast…”

Never Walk Alone August 7, 2008

—===4th August===— 

This is the day that S waited for me after our soccer training and we went home together.
I was loving every moment sitting beside S…
Can’t stop feeling tingerlish everywhere…
At the same time trying to act “macho” abit…

With ulcer on S’s lips, I joke around it…
Well S keep laughing and giving me that sarcastic look( & I will tease that S’s pimple will burst)…
hahaha…
Kind of loving it the time in the train…
This time S didn’t take out e diary to write throughout the journey…

I gave S the Bonjela that I bought for the ever huge ulcers…
I should tell you guys what happen in the bathing room after the training..

“Jasmine HO!!! saw the Bonjela that was hidden in my back. And guess what! she said loudly ‘Hawa you got Bonjela. Is that for Szy.’ I was like speechless and stun there for a few secs.  The ever so lovely laughing hyena, Cheryl Hong keep repeating ‘Hawa you have bonjela’ x 5 times at least. What an embarrasing moment.”

We were in the train reaching Bedok which I didn’t alight…
S keep asking me to go but I didn’t jus heck care what S was saying…
Continue on my lame jokes again…

When Simei came, S was getting ready to alight and I alighted with her too which surprised S…
I just told S that I’ve a got a bus here too… Which is true and not that I’m lying…
On our way down, S was deciding on Starbucks… But bcos of that ulcer thingy, Sdecided not too even though I was ready to pay for it… We went on our own ways at the station near 7eleven…

Something, Somwhere, Someone inside me is telling me to go with S and walk home…
Usually, whenever I’m out with my friends I will ensure that they are safely home…
And so I ran and startled S from behind…
Eventhough S insisted on me to go home…
I jus kept on walking beside S till reach S’s block…

I felt soooo chickenly happy on tat night… How I wish I could do that every day of my life…

CDC 7-a-side Competition @Tampines Std August 6, 2008

E dae when we went CRAZIEE w e NIKON CAM!!!

CDC 7-a-side Open Ladies Compeition
Date: 27th July 2008
Time: 8am – 3pm
Venue: Tampines Stadium Training Pitch

Teams Sent by SP:

SP Sol (Senior Team)

1. Sakinah (Cap)
2. Choy (GK)
3. Peiyu
4. Yvonne
5. Grace
6. Sze Yee
7. Hawa
8. Nadia
9. Nurul

SP Anyol (Junior Team)

1. Mun Ling (Cap)
2. Farrina (GK)
3. Azmira
4. Azmyra T. Edora
5. Shiela
6. Fion
7. Zulaikha
8. Lai Ying
9. Melissa (My Dear Buddy From SRS)

The day started with a good Note.. Every1 had big laughter and taking pictures. I brought along my Kuzzin’s NIKON cam again and started my paparazzi Frenzy.. hahax… it was fun snapping away as if my teammates are the celebrity…

Jessica who didn’t get to join the comp had skipped Badminton Competition just to came down & support us ++ she brought along her left-over sandwhich from the chalet… Hahahaha… funny Gal to go wild with…

During games, I entrusted Jessica with my NIKON cam. She was so crazy about it and started to snapped alot of stuuuupid pixz… hahax…

The only thing bad that happen was Sak got palmed-slap by this minah tudung bitch. SP SOL Vs GENERATION FC ( we call ‘em the boys team) That Bitch said a lie to the Referee that Sak said “F*&%”… I was like at least 5 feet away and I had to consaole Sak as she was crying saying she didn’t do anything… While trying to calm my nerves and stay cool, The MONK, Noorul, Grace, me and some other people helped Sak out to the other side of the pitch… i had to cool Gracey down as she was raging with anger which I scared might turn into something nasty… In the end we finished the game with a draw and we came out of the pitch with heads up… The stupis thing is that the MEDIC does not have ice… WTH!!! Your LICENSE CAN BE REVOKE sia… Bad organising… So there was alot of commotions.

We were just hoping tat Sak will be fine.

The day gotten worst when the Bitch who slapped Sak called her parents and they called the police an d made false accusations. I felt sympathy for Sak cos she was caught up in that whirlwind for nothing. Her face potrays the tiredness. I stood beside her, trying to console her as much as I could. Even Mr Jasni (Head Organizer) & Policemen said “The ball is in your court”. After giving her statements, her parents came and she left but she left peiyu if a peck… hahax… I saw that Sak…

When we found out that both of our team didn’t make it to the Quaterfinals, we went to the Sports Hall toilets and had a crazy while time. WE MADE THE TOILET AS IF ITS OURS!!! every1 was cam-whoring and did lotsa stupid things.

For our breakfast+Lunch we went to TM Long John Silver. Only left Yvonne, Grace, Sze Yee, Fafa, Nadia & Nurul and me for the senior bunch while Juniors have Mun Ling, Farrina, Z, Azmira, Azmyra Tedora, Lai Ying & Fion…. We sat in 2 separate tables cos the seniors wanna discuss about something impt…. Didn’t want the juniors to hear us, we talked softly… The GIRLS TALK… in the end we found out each others dark secret which Von became so surprised and realized that she was the only 1 who didn’t experience it b4… hahax… Hilarious…

I Guess we really can’t judge a book by its cover!!! reallie reallie true…

I sent a msg to all of ‘em saying that

“Today’s incident is of our reflection. No matter what has happened, we need to be strong for each other and always stay positive. SP WOMEN SOCCER ROXZ!!!”

Will always lurve this bunch of crazy people…

Next next chap… August 5, 2008

During SP CCA week 2008, I realized that I’ve developed a spark for someone in my team. The day that S join us is the day that I can’t talk to S eyes-to-eyes. Well I poured out what I felt to Fafa thinking that I can trust her to the max…

Buttttt it started to spread to other close teammates of mine. hahax… I guess from there my feelings for S grew… I’ve been messaging her till now… trying to court S, I guess…

Along the way, S kind of shy away from me. I was like what did I do to deserve that cos I’ve been nice and friendly to S… Found out from nurul, that S was afriad that I was gettin’ close and S felt that I kind of like S… Well, what can I say, I was blinded by liking S too much… Nurul, Nad & Fafa keep saying to just act normal infront of  S and don’t message S too much.

After that incident, I shy away from S and just follow with the flow. 1 day after training, I guess God had given me the chance to go home with S. GUESS WHAT!!! I screwed that small lil’ chance I had to correct things by sayin

“I’m sorriee that I message you too much.” & S replied “No la. You didn’t.”

b4 alighting at BEDOK MRT… I mean when I think about it now, it was the most stupidest thing that I’ve said.

Things stayed the same for a few weeks.

I tried to get close to S again but now I take things slowly and not to rush things.

Pol-ite Touch Rugby Game was on 21st – 25th(SP vs ITE, NP,NYP,RP,TP)… Invited by S,  me, nurul & nad went for their every game except for Wed as we had to go for soccer training. Using my kuzzin’s NIKON Cam which I lurve sooo much, I took photos on SP vs RP and SP vs TP game… Jazreel was the best person to take photos during the game… was snapping away and catching S in the cam too… Nad & Nurul keep saying

Well I guess, sparks started during this period… Kind of lurving the way it is…