Sundays… May 31, 2009

Sundays…
Filled with
> Bike Prac (Which I failed but I can pillion ride! Kudos for me)
>Jln-Jln with Fafa, Nurul and Fion
>My Lil’ Bro’s 15th Birthdae

My Bike Prac 5 was quite shitty. First my stupid bike stall in the middle of the S Course and again in Crank Course. I was like “Damn It”-ing all the way. Oh oh oh and that’s not all. On the plank, My bike STALLED in the middle of the plank! And there I was struggling to balance and start the engine again. The instructor said that I was in gear 2 when I moved off. Wah Freakin’ man! Thought I was confident enough to past the test in one take. Will kill on the next test date!!!!

The next thing was Pillion Ride. My partner for that was Winnie and she’s just  a lil’ bit smaller build than I am. She’s nice. That wasn’t her first time though. she told me that she had pillion ride a bigger size lady and she could not take it.  Quite wobbly for a non first timer. She don’t dare to got through all the courses because she’s not confident and thought about the pillion rider’s safety. So we went a few rounds around the circuit.

When my turn to pillion ride her, she said that

“Malays are daring. They can do all these scary and difficult things”

I just smile only. My turn to pillion ride her and I told her I wanna try to go through all the courses. I’m happy to say that I DID GREAT IN COURSES.

1. S Course
2. Crank Course
3. Slope
4. Changing Gear

Didn’t do any mistake. Winnie said that I’m quite a natural in these. Wahhh!

After bike prac, suppose to meet Fa, Nurul & Fion at 3pm. Welllll, going out with them is always “Janji Melayu”. LOL! First at 3, then at 3.30, then 3.45 and Finally 4.30pm! Fa and Nurul arrived first. Went to Sakura, beside Peninsula Plaza. We ordered Spring Roll, Fried wanton and drinks for each of us. When the spring roll came it look like the chinese fish cake. OMG! it looks different from the normal. Nad didn’t join us cos she’s in Genting Highland, Malaysia for holiday and escaping from the army guys who keep pestering her.

Fion, finally, came and came with her hair highlighted in Crimson RED!!!! it’s nice on her, though. Lucky, she didn’t get blonde or bleach color, it won’t suit with black hair and she’ll look like those pai kias:)

And so we went on a walking quest to get their Liverpool Tixs from Fa’s friend. Suppose to meet at Clarke Quay and then change to Raffles Place and then Boat Quay. When we were trying to describe the place to meet at Boat Quay, we said “met at the Big Bird”, “the Statue of the huge Bird”, “near mac” and etc… Can’t even describe the place properly.

Got the tix. Fa had cravings for ice creams. Wanted to buy the $1 waffle ice cream, then Clever Fion said about going somewhere to eat a better ice cream where we can sit and chill out… As we walk, she thougt of GELARE! Bingo! Went there bought GELARE’s famous Waffle with 3 scoops of ice creams: Cappucino, Low Fat Apple Crumble and Rum ‘n’ Raisins:))) Yum Yummm Yummmy! As usual we talk crap all day long.

Both me & Fion was on the way to the toilet when we stop by HMV!

Come and Gone… April 16, 2009

Today…
Is Jessi’s departure to Sydney, Australia for UNSW… A good friend… Quirky, funny and who’s in love w PCD…

History of knowing her:
During training during June last year, She came and wanted to borrow a soccer ball to kick around. The whole team saw that she can kick and say her potential. So she was Jas buddy classmate and talked to her to join our team but she hesitate. Next up was Coach Adrian who talked to her till she agreeded… Don’t ask me how he did it… Yeah and so she played with us for our 2nd POL-ITE last year in November. Having her in the team is like WOah!!! Played well and always make us laugh with her PCD and girlish moves… hahax… *I’m Laughing infront of the comp as I’m typing this*

For the past week, the team has been spending more time with her before she departs…
And I found that I don’t really know her till the last moments…
Found that there are more to things then what it seems…
Felt quite disappointed that I didn’t make an effort to get to know her well…

My bad habit which is having loads of friends but don’t know how to keep it…

LESSON LEARNED:
Never miss out a moment in life with your friends and family…
Getting to know them and learn about them makes a major difference in the friendship/relationship…

A simple gesture of hugging, handshakes and giving lil notes does make alot of difference which I learned to appreciate over the years in Guiding and Soccer:) Thank you…

Talking about that…
Dinner tonight was great with Grandma and Mommy there with me: ) We went to Jack’s Place at United Square which was nice and cosy place…. Good place to chill out… This time another 2 more colleague of mine join in the celebrations because MOMMY got a promotion… Nice one lar Mommy! (the celebration was held back for 3 weeks. Finally!)

Feelings that rekindle April 15, 2009

Don’t know why… But I’m having again e same feeling which I felt before last year Feb…

Don’t know if I should acknowledge it…
Not sure if its e right feeling…
Guess still have 2nd thinking…
And I’m not gonna act compulsively again…

Take a deep breath, Hawa…
Release all e heavy thoughts and feelings…
Start thinking again…
Think properly this time…

Sometimes, my heart is just too weak at making gut-feeling-decision…
I need to learn how to feel again…
Can’t let it take over me:(
AGAIN…

“Your little imperfections are perfect to me”

Look Behind Your Eyes April 13, 2009

Didn’t expect this to be so thought provoking…

Thnx Val:)

Oh ya… Try this game : fun with karaoke My friends are like addicted to this… You need a MIC to play this game though:) Have FUN!

Dawn till Night April 9, 2009

what a day:)
Did this after a very long long long time…
N I lurve it:)

Started the day with Serangoon SeC Speech Day in wee hrs in the morning…
Didn’t really know the purpose of me being there except 4 meeting up with Ms F znd Ms K and MY WONDERFUL and IRRITATING Guides:))
My ultimate was to jus have fun fun fun which I did…
N Val said tat I was nagging like an auntie when I was just explaining to my Guides…
Anyway she had this new thick frame specs that I commented that she looked fierce like a teacher… LMAO:)
Was proud of my Guides for doing an exceptional job especially my sec 1s…

Day continued with Val and me meeting Yus at Tampines 1, the next “in” shopping mall…
At the same time was suppose to me Fafa, Jess and Szy there too…
Well, Fa can’t make it, Jess can only meet us after 7pm… And Szy was like smsing me saying I meet you at the mall because she was too excited to see the new mall…

Had to leave Val and Yus to accompany her… Feel quite bad for leaving them… Oh well, and I talked and walked with Szy and covered almost every inch of it… We even thought of buying party stuffs for Jess to celebrate her farewell… Craziee sia she but fun lar…
In the end, had to meet Val and Yus back at TM, Pastamania to get my Bubble Tea back… End up Szy and me eating there too instead of Long John Silver… Not bad they could talk well:) Because normally different group of friends just can’t gel…

After Val and Yus left, both us still had 2hrs to kill…
And so Szy wanna get her lappy from home… So we walked 2 her house… She cleverly left her bag and brought along her lappy, $30 and her credit card…
Guess what!!! She forgot to bring her EZ-LINK CARD!!! So we had to walk back to TM again:) She was asking bout the difference of pull and tear when I heard Poodle and Pear… WTH!!! So was explaining that to her all the way back…

This time sat in Starbucks and surfed the WWW…
We did changes 2 our SP SOCCER blog (she did most of the work)…

Finally, our PCD lady came with a smiley face… Late ah!!!
So we walked Tamp 1 again… Then we went to get dog food for Jessi’s…
As promised, she gave a desert treat to both Szy and me:) and we talked till quite late…

Moved to Mac and continued talking till 4am… Soccer, our team and our lifes was what we talked about mostly… Quite disheartened that Jess will be overseas doing her degree related to Chemical Engineering… That was a long hang out man… And I guess we enjoyed each other company…
Szy took a taxi home and so Jess and me walked home…

PS: I was like keep peeing and FARTing alot in Mac… Phewww what a relieve:)))

Driving April 8, 2009

BEGGED JESSI to let me drive her dad’s car:))))
She was like seriously you wanna drive… I was like laughing grinning so widely…

Was on the way sending Szy to hr hm… And I was so damn excited, can’t wait to put my hands on the steering wheel…

Szy got out of the car, don’t wanna be part of this madness and kept laughing only…

Me and Jess switched seats… She was like giving me step by step guides… Jammed break a few times… She made me so Gan Chiong alright…

This is what I’ve completed in a night:
1. Drove
2. Break
3. Steered
4. Reverse
5. 3 Point Turn
6. Made another Driver Pissed off
7. Drove up a slope

Quite happy with what I’ve accomplished:)) Thanks Jessi eventhough it made you shit your pants!!! ROFL…

suppose 2 be happy April 7, 2009

Women Challenge Cup
Had a game on last Saturday…
Singapore Polytechnic vs Young Women at JALAN BESAR STADIUM…
O-8… Damn disappointed ah but life has to go on…
Coach says that we need to buck up on our mental n fitness to be better at this beautiful game…

Kind of pissed off that we keep having nil scores at every game we played…
But with the spirit of the team still high, we kept fighting on…
Both Coach Ramesh n Kev was like giving me thumbs up when I tackled no 10 girl which my mates said that I irritated her through out the game:) Btw I was still standing tall when tackled her!!!

Fafa was giving black face all the way till Simpang Bedok…
And our dear Ms Lee Sze Yee had leg cramps n was sub in in e 10 mins of the game…
Felt so helpless that I cant do anything:(

Had dinner at Simpang Bedok with Fafa, Nurul, Nadia, Szy, Sheena, Fion and Jessica… Ordered too much!!! Impulsive Order…
Watched Arsenal vs Fulham… Of course my Gunners won 2-0 n it surprise me that Adebayor scored both…

Sheena, Jessi and Fion went hm… Fa, Nurul, Nad and Szy decided to return to my place (which was in a huge mess!!!) and watched LVP vs A.Villa… Szy was limping all the way… Ms Limping Crippled Lady:)

When the rest was asleep, me and Fa was talking all the way till wee hrs… Talked bout everything lar… Its great when there’s some1 you can talk to… Anyways, Fa is my buddy from Primary school:) Met once again in Poly…

GOD is really great!!!

My Dear ONes:) December 28, 2008

What my Family Looks like in Stills.

Family Dinner/Outingz is what my Dad always emphasize on. & Finally we had 1 this week, on Friday. Went to Vivocity for dinner and we had time to sit down and chat on the top floor which is nice and I never thought that I would be doing that with my family

My Dad always has advice for me and I often gets the feelings as if he knows what is happening in my life. Always. Lurve talking to him about certain stuffs that I need guidance with.

I thank God that I am born into a family who cares and concern about each other.

Moments like this that I’ll remember and cherish.

As life is moving so fast, sometimes you’ve got to take a breather and analyse what you’ve done and what can be done better.

Dinner under the Starry Night December 27, 2008

A new equation that Grandma came up with:

Me + Mommy = Grandma Mondi

These 2 people in my life has never fail to make my day even more meaningful. Mommy & Grandma has always been my guidance in Guiding ever since I met them like 3 years ago I guess.

—=OUR ANNUAL DINNER@ LAU PA SAT=—-

Dinner tonight was another great one but ValP was not with us cos she had a meeting):  An EYE opener one i feel. 3 Generations are able to come together and sit on the very same table. 20yrs, 40yrs & 60yrs of age. Ordered our usual: LA-LA, Satays and BBQ PraWNS(My fave & gluttony)!!! & we had 3 rounds of drinks and tat made us totaly BLOATED…

Sitting & Chatting with ‘em always brings me back to their olden ancient time. All the funny, happy, sad, angry, frust things are spilled out on the table.

These lovely people always give me words of advice which I try to take into consideration. One thing that stayed in my mind till now as I’m typing is that Grandma & Mommy agreed that I should make full use of my time in GGS as i’m gonna be a permanent staff there for the next 6mths as a TRAINING OFFICER:)

PLanning to get my Camper’s License during my stay in GGS. N Grandma conveniently said that I can do it within 3 months. Mommny and I was like “WOAH!!!”. Grandma sure is very ambitious. But she sees a HUGE potential in me and I’m grateful for that and she doesn’t want me to waste it.  I THANK HER FOR HAVING TRUST IN ME!

In all, I truelly hope that I won’t disappoint ‘em.

Dear God, in my Humble-ness, I pray for forgiveness and help in making this journey of mine a smooth sailing one

Thought Wrongly): December 21, 2008

Been thinking alot about airy(: lately… Guess, I just miss her too much but don know how to express it out…

Co-incidentally, I keep bumping into places that I’ve been with her and I really hate thinking that I wont be able to have that special moments again. Its like Air: we can only feel it for a moment and not for eternity. Air, Airy! My Scary Sweaty Hairy Fairy…

Thought that this could be something good happening but guess I was wrong to have high hopes. Maybe her feelings for me have subside. She didn’t really explain why though.

“My Friend once told me that I’m like a Guy who can’t read Between the Lines and need to be told straight to my face. I don’t wish for it but its just me. I’m trying to change though.”

PS: Just to let you guys know, my feelings for her still stays same.